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ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺍﺑﺪﺃ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ ﻓﻴﻚ
*ﺗﺴﺎﻗﻂ ﺩﻣﻌﺎﺕ ﻫﺎﺭﺑﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺟﻨﺘﻲ*
*ﻣﻦ ﻋﻴﻮﻥ ﺧﻄﻒ ﻟﻮﻧﻬﻤﺎ ﻓﺮﺍﻗﻚ ﺍﻟﻐﺪﺍﺭ*
*ﻭﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﺍﻻﻓﻜﺎﺭ ﺑﺎﻟﻬﺮﻭﺏ*
*ﻛﺄﻧﻬﺎ ﻟﻢ ﺗﻌﺪ ﺗﺮﻳﺪ ﺍﻟﺨﺮﻭﺝ ﺩﻭﻥ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻙ ...*
*ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﻒ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺳﻘﻮﻁ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺨﺮﻳﻒ ﻭﺗﻔﺘﺢ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺮﺑﻴﻊ *
*ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺘﺎﺀ ﻳﺼﺮﺥ ﻣﺘﻤﺰﻗﺎً ﺑﻴﻨﻬﻤﺎ*
*ﻭﻳﺪﺧﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﻣﺼﻄﻠﺤﺎﺕ ﺍﺑﺘﻜﺮﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺰﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺳﻲ*
*ﻭﻧﺴﺠﻬﺎ ﺧﻴﺎﻝ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﺣﺎﻟﻢ ...*
*ﻓﻴﺨﺘﻠﻂ ﻗﺎﻣﻮﺱ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﺑﻤﺎ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻌﺎﻧﻲ *
*ﻫﻲ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﺑﻤﻌﻨﺎﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻈﻴﻢ ﻟﻦ ﺗﺼﻒ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺷﻌﺮ ﺑﻪ*
*ﺃﺷﺘﻘﺖ ﻟﻚ*
*ﺃﺷﺘﻘﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺘﺼﻮﺭ ﻋﻘﻠﻚ *
*ﻭﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺘﺤﻤﻞ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ*
*ﻋﻴﻮﻧﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺖ ﺗﺤﻠﻢ ﺑﺄﻣﻞ ﻟﺮﺟﻮﻋﻚ*
*ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺯﺍﻝ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺻﺪﻯ ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺗﻚ*
*ﻭﻳﺪﺍﻱ ﺗﺘﻌﺜﺮ ﺑﻜﻞ ﻳﺪ ﺗﻠﻘﺎﻫﺎ *
*ﻭﺃﺫﻧﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺖ ﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻧﺪﺍﺀﻙ ﻟﻬﺎ *
*ﺃﻣﺎ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻲ ... ﻓﻬﻮﻩ ﻳﺤﻠﻢ ﺑﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺗﺠﻤﻌﻨﺎ*
*ﻭﻫﻜﺬﺍ ﻳﻜﺘﻤﻞ ﻧﻬﺎﺭﻱ*
*ﻭﻳﻜﺒﺮ ﺇﺣﺴﺎﺳﻲ ﺑﺠﺰﺀ ﻣﻨﻲ ﻳﻀﻴﻊ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ*
*ﺃﺧﺘﺒﺊ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭﺃﺧﺘﻔﻲ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺍﻟﺠﺪﺭﺍﻥ*
*ﻓﺮﺍﻗﻚ ﺷﻮﻛﺔ ﺗﺠﺮﺡ ... ﺗﻐﺺ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ*
*ﻳﺘﺠﺪﺩ ﺟﺮﺣﻲ ﻭﺃﻧﺰﻑ ﺩﻣﺎً ...*
*ﻭﻻ ﺃﻋﻮﺩ ﻗﺎﺩﺭﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﺮﺍﻙ*
*ﻣﺎ ﺯﻟﺖ ﺃﻧﺘﻈﺮ ﻏﺪﺍً*
*ﻓﺒﻪ ﺳﺘﻌﻄﻴﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺃﻳﺎﻣﺎ ﺃﺣﻠﻰ ﻭﻣﺴﺘﻘﺒﻼً ﺃﺟﻤﻞ...*
*ﻣﻊ ﺃﻧﻪ ﻟﻴﺲ ﻟﺪﻱ ﺃﺩﻧﻰ ﺷﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺳﺘﻌﻮﺩ ﻟﺘﺴﺮﻕ ﻓﺮﺣﺘﻲ ﻭﺃﻣﻠﻲ ﻣﻨﻲ*
*ﻭﻫﺎ ﺍﻧﺎ ﺃﻣﺴﺢ ﺩﻣﻮﻋﻲ ﻭﺍﺧﺒﺌﻬﺎ ﺑﺤﺮﻗﻪ*
*ﻭﺳﺄﺑﻘﻰ ﺻﺎﻣﺘﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺟﻌﻲ ﻭﺃﻛﻤﻞ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﻲ ﻭﺣﻴﺪﻩ ﻭﺿﺎﺋﻌﺔ*
*ﺑﻴﻦ ﺳﺠﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﻈﻠﻢ ... ﻭﺃﻟﻢ ﻳﻜﺒﺮ ﻓﻲ ﻧﻔﺲ ﻣﺘﻮﺟﻌﺔ*
ﻣﺎﺁﺁ ﺭﺁﺁﺁﻕ ﻟﻲ*